Blargh, I need a rant
I don’t understand why whatever is wrong with me won’t go away. The doctor hasn’t gotten back to me with any of the test results yet, and it’s driving me nuts. I just wanna know what’s wrong and I wanna do what I need to do to make it go away. I don’t have any energy at work anymore, and I should be at my BikeMS training goal already but feeling sick has left me short. I also love it how people insist on telling me what a grand fucking time they’re having while I’m stuck in bed feeling like shit. I know it’s not meant to be mean, but it’s just making things worse.
I just want to feel better. Is that really so much to ask?
